Unstable 2019
Just look at the title, you can guess what my whole year might be about. You're right. 2019 is a totally unstable year for me, in terms of everything - love, emotion, work, and even family. I'm writing this blog at midnight again, and tomorrow is Monday, which means I should go to bed and have an eight-hour sleep, but I choose to write this instead. It has been nearly a year since I posted something here. I feel like I'm getting lazier and lazier. I don't feel like I need to express my feeling anymore. Keeping it to myself is much better. This year is such a game-changer for me. I am, finally, a fresh graduate. I've got my very first fulltime job. Then I've got a new boyfriend. Things started when I left my university, where I thought it would be a prison, but life has proved that I was so wrong about that, because the life of an adult is much more like hell. Why do I use the word "unstable" to describe everything? First thing first, I have a